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Oh boy. If you been following me along, MarseeMarci dot com is not new to you. But what happened?

Welp, short story, I got a divorce, moved back to Vegas (for now), worked at a camera store (again) for 3 years, found a new job, happily appreciating the small things in life while going on trips with my bf who lives in Simi Valley and decided blogging should just come back!

I've noticed I've been wanting to connect and definitely wanting to create again after what seems like a long time of dormant energy. As you can imagine it was hard finding some stable ground again, but with the support of my family, my best friends, my therapist and my two little boys in the mix of it all, I pushed through and I'm really so grateful for the new chapter.. I've learned so much and still continue to learn.

But next I finally sat on the couch, watching Gilmore Girls for the first time (trying not be mad that Rory is still dating Logan??) thinking, is Meta all we got to share with each other? I certainly don't want that for me or for you! I can't keep scrollingggg watching reels of people working on their art while my unfinished projects stare at me from across the room. There has to be more! So many of my loved ones live far away, so the idea of hosting a weekly dinner isn't entirely possible, and maybe just scrolling instagram and watching stories is the easiest for everyone when we're exhausted from our long days, but the idea of having a blog again excites me. And in this new journey of life, I follow that exciting feeling and trust the feeling of being on the correct path. And maybe it's just talking to myself at first and maybe it's not profound every time, but all I can do is try.

I still love taking my camera around and documenting and I wanted my photography to live somewhere other than instagram! I want to talk about tv and movies and film photography and talk about my cat or my kids or ACOTAR or a new restaurant that I found in Simi Valley with Christopher, so can we connect and chat again? I feel like the kid at show and tell standing up asking, want to see?!